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riding a wave of depression to the end of the worst year of my life and realizing that there’s not really anyone i feel safe confiding in… cool, cool, very cool…
#i don’t really have anything to say anyway…#i just feel bad. because things have been bad#it’s pretty simple#i’ve given far more of myself than i think ever existed in the first place and i feel hollow and broken#and all i want is a job offer on the other side of the country so i can run away to a safe place and heal myself#but i’m not getting that until January at the earliest and February or March more likely…#so until then i just have to keep applying for more and going through the motions of life#i am truly BANKING on my ‘winter break’ to make me feel better#bc i feel sooooooo bad rn#i don’t wanna do anything or talk to anybody#but i have to do bird counts all weekend#so no rest for me until Monday#and on Monday i have to help my friend with shit and hang out#and i don’t WANT to hang out#i don’t want to see anyone - i can’t do this anymore#John Darnielle really knew what he was doing when he titled a song ‘No I Can’t.’ with the comma and period included#cuz like. exactly!#NO!!!!!!! I CAN’T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#(and yet i keep going on like everything is fine)#(haha)#i’m not dying don’t worry#i will be fine once i can TRULY rest#this has just been the worst year of my life and i am grappling with that#and the vast unknowns of the future
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The scene in the Barbie trailer when Barbie is skating around with Ken and asks "Why is everyone staring at me?"
THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE AN ADOLESCENT GIRL.
Living in Barbieland (childhood girlhood) but then suddenly you're all grown up in the real world subject to scrutiny and sexualisation (the guy slapping Barbie's ass) and feeling like existing is a crime?
Being forced by adult men into a box (which leads to the not like other girls syndrome) and exploring the 'real world' (being forced to grow up too quickly) while fighting the realisation that maybe the world sucks and being a woman is so difficult while hoping with all your heart that it's not always going to be this way.
Losing touch with the very things that made you happy because they're considered immature and girly? (The group of teens that said they hadn't played with Barbies since they were five.)
Older women telling you that you have to learn the truth about the world and that you can never have your old life back (Kate Mckinnon's Barbie) despite it being the only thing you yearn for, but also older women being a bright spot and support (the old woman on the bench) in the endless slough of life.
And this is just the trailer!!! I'm so excited for this movie I can't breathe, Greta Gerwig the woman that you are 😭
#barbie#more thoughts on this when my mental coherence returns#but ahhh!#im also really excited to see america ferrera's role because I have a feeling it's gonna be pivotal#Barbie meta#the barbie movie#barbie (2023)#shut up im so excited#ken is the emotional support pet every adolescent girl needs#THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE A TEENAGE GIRL#i already love this movie so much#and it hasnt even released#thoughts r scattered cuz the trailer is that good
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I believe y'all recognize the amazing artist who did the linework here?😌 I asked my bestie @akiiame-blog if I could color her piece because I loved it so much, and I'm really happy with how it turned out🤭🤭
Gooby, your drawings always help give me the inspiration and motivation to keep drawing as well, and I'm always like "GEGRVGAHAHEHEJIII3I3IJJEJRJ" whenever you say you have an idea or a WIP/drawing to share😌💕
#mario#super mario#super mario bros#peach#princess peach#mario x peach#mario and peach#mareach#GRAAAHHHH THIS IS EASILY PART OF MY TOP 5 OF YOUR DRAWINGS GOOBY💕#I need this to happen I need their wedding to go EXACTLY like this with Peach in the suit and Mario in the dress🤭😌#I do want to color more of Gooby's pieces again soon cuz I love coloring her drawings😌
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Plot of trigun (1998)
#trigun#nicholas d. wolfwood#vash the stampede#trigun fanart#my art#it would probably make more sense with meryl but I thought wolfwood would be funny#also cuz nichol-as. lawl#I love the stupid poetry Vash reads off at the end of every episode in 98#hes actually beautiful with words his ass LOVES Shakespeare !!!!!#he acts so dumb girl we know you're actually smart stop LYING. 🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️#Wolfwood talks exactly like this too tho so. hes no better....#my sillies
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Panic Attack 🪩👔
#Been watching my twin play this game and even tho I'm catching it in bits it's SO compelling#Took me way too long to get into this fucking game#But here's the sad man#disco elysium#harry du bois#disco elysium harry#harry dubois#fan art#art#sketch#character art#I will say it's kinda daunting to draw for this game cuz all the fan art I see is IMPECCABLE and COLOURFUL. which is exactly what I lack#Like I wish I could do big colourful peices but I struggle sm. And my art looks so bland next to those amazing ones I see#Pls accept my humble greyscale Harry Du Bois offerings
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no saw / saw home the awesome no home in saw 2004 crossover that came up while talkin w @skiptoyuri n i kinda ran w it very far
+ extras from the love scene redraw
#the love scene was the first to pop up in my mind but the last one i actually drew cuz i didnt know howww to do it exactly mm#but i like what i did in the end#no home#saw 2004#haejoon goh#eunyung baek#no home webtoon
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chapter 13! wow, hope you guys handled that 48 hour period well! :D
hope nothing too crazy happens which might be hinted at in that silly lil picture i drew!
full clean sketch that i saved cuz i thought the whole pose looked really cool, but the crop was more dramatic, so i cropped it, whatever. it's under the cut is my point
#gravity falls#gravity falls au#H!MBAW!AU#stanley pines#stanford pines#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#stan pines#ford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddauthor#my art#digital art#ao3#didnt know how to draw fur before this#looked up exactly one tutorial on ytb#skipped through it cuz i didnt like the audio mixing#came out of it hearing uncle roger in my head (use fingaaa hayaa) but im pretty sure it worked out in the end#at least a lil bit#i finished this on the day arcane season 2 act 2 dropped#i was sitting in my chair like THIS COULDVE BEEN SUCH A BANGER WARWICK FANART NOOOOO#not that i regret enriching my fanfic experience with art BUT I COULDVE DRAWN WARWICK BROOOOO#'so draw warwick?' the vibe is off now id never finish it 😔
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based off of a fanfic I swear
#YES I DID THE QUEST#BUT THIS WAS ABOUT THAT ONE FIC WHERE RHE SWORD ACTUALLY TOOK OVER ARGENTI 😭😭#it’s not exactly like the fic so this is a little bit of improv#my art#argenthill#argenti#hsr argenti#boothill#hsr boothill#bootgenti#also boothill might look off cuz I didn’t look at ref (again
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I'm sorry but I absolutely fucking hate sheith (shiro x keith) like wtf NO...
Shiro knew keith since he was a CHILD, HE BASICALLY RAISED HIM, AND PEOPLE SHIP THEM??????
Keith literally called shiro his BROTHER, HE SEES SHIRO AS HIS BROTHER! CAN PEOPLE STOP BEING FUCKASS WEIRDOS AND STOP SHIPPING TWO PEOPLE WHO CANONICALLY AND VERY CLEARLY SEE EACH OTHER AS BROTHERS PLEASE???
All hate to sheith shippers I'm not even gonna sugar coat that, please stop writing and making art of them being "in love" idc if you think "oH bUT ThEir CheMistrY-" STFUUUUUUU STFU NO HELL NO
Anyway klance forever!!!
#sillyposting#voltron legendary defender#keith kogane#voltron shiro#takashi shirogane#vld shiro#shiro#i love keith#keith voltron#keith#keith vld#vld keith#i hate sheith so fucking much wtf is wrong with people#my opinion#don't get mad at me#i have to put down my phone every time i see sheith somewhere cuz i cannot look at it it's terrifying#sheith shippers scare me#LIKE I DON'T MIND WHAT PEOPLE SHIP AS LONG AS ITS NOT FUCKING WEIRD AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT SHEITH IS FUCKING WEIRD#okay guys#I'm sorry if i offended someone but i had to say this#klance is life#voltron klance#klance#rant post#rant#i'm a hater
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Initial drawings of that old man… I literally, I haven’t finished reading the book of bill yet!!! I had to stop and take a break for a week to feverishly draw fanart of myself petting fords floofy hair and giving him attention and shit…!!!! The urge was too great….!! I’ve literally. I had a crush on this guy the instant he was first REVEALED in the show, but I did not have the artistic prowess to draw good looking old men back then… but I do now… thank god… thank fucking god
#gravity falls#ford pines#stanford pines#self ship#self insert#si x canon#it me#doodles#I got a haircut! so my hair looks different now.. as haircuts tend to do lol#anyway… yeah… I LOVE HIM… GRAHHFJH#the confirmation that he rlly is just sad and lonely and insecure and craving attention and validation#OHH FORD BBY.. WE R THE SAME#like… ghghg i loved him already just w his prickly nerdy outer shell but knowing more about the vulnerable center is GREAT. ITS AWESOME#also hes a smart nerdy guy who can do science and expirements and shit which is ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS FOR A CHARACTER TO DO#u kno im all about scientists….#I couldn’t draw ship art back then 1 cuz I didn’t kno how to draw old men and 2 cuz I was like 13 lol… which would have been wierd#but I’m an ADULT NOW. GET OVER HERE FORD#also it didn’t even rlly cross my mind TO draw that stuff cuz even tho I did love ford#self ship and x reader sorta stuff was not NEARLY as popular back then.. like I specifically remember it like. booming in popularity#at some point. but being pretty rare before that. anyway. thank u passage of time and trends and new gravity falls book for introducing#me back to fictional man I love. so I can now draw myself smooching him and shit#hell yeah.#13 is probably not actually correct I do not remember exactly which year fords reveal was in…#but I was probably older then 13.. but still#the point remains lol.#also omg. the bit in the book w the goth moth. ‘ur probably into this sorta thing right?’#I AM INTO THAT SORTA THING FORD. thank u book of bill for being written specifically @ me. the immersion it’s great.#like ur so right ford I AM edgy and goth how’d u guess that tee hee. eyelash flutter#aLSO PLS IGNORE MY FINGER BEING IN FRAME IN THE LAST PIC. I was drawing in a tiny bound sketchbook#so I had to hold the paper down to keep it flat. and. I didn’t feel like censoring my fucking. pinkie finger out of the image
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So pretending Viv didn't retcon her own fucking lore drop on twitter by being like "omg!! If it wasn't obvioussssss, he was lying. Silly guy. Isn't the sin of WRATH such a egoistical, self absorbed PRIDEFUL guy"—
I'm very into this idea that Satan, and the Imps and all the Hellborn are the indigenous people of Hell.
Which would mean, that Lucifer got banished to a foreign land, immediately claimed ownership of it, allowed/told his wife to manipulate everyone with her singing, and then proceeded to flood Hell with human Sinner's that he also made legally above all the Hellborn. And then got...bored?? And quit actively being king to go make ducks and emotionally abuse his daughter.
Like, holy shit is Lucifer being a metaphor for white colonialism fucking INSANE. The running assumption (and Viv's bullshit on twitter) has been that Lucifer and the other Sin's were together as a group. That the circus theme, and the rings, and the Goetia was just the world they built. But, if Satan and the Sin's were just the indigenous people who lived there, that sure as fuck makes the circus theme more creepy?
Circuses have historically been horrifying displays of human cruelty. Human trafficking, the buying and selling of people with dwarfism as toys or pets, physical torture and extreme conditions, racisim, rape, animal abuse, just like...bad stuff. There were probably some circuses that were fine, but the vast majority of the time it wasn't done humanely or with any dignity to the people performing.
Lucifer, showed up and just like, forced the Sin's into a Circus they didn't want to be apart of? The Circus isn't a thing anymore, because Lucifer isn't as into it, and all of the Sin's seem perfectly fine not doing it anymore.
Thing is, who the fuck was this Circus for?
The only thing I can think of is Lucifer wanting to feel in control again after being banished, and trying to establish the Sinner's as the deserving and dominate "race".
He would've forced Queen B to humiliate and abuse her hellhounds to do...tricks and dances on balls or whatever the fuck, to show how lowly and animalistic they are. Hellhounds aren't like Sinner's. Sinner's are just people with animal traits, they're REAL PEOPLE unlike these dogs.
He would've forced Ozzie to make his Hellborn and Imps to do dangerous and unnecessary acts. The big difference between Hellborn and Sinner's, is that the Hellborn can actually die. So when the Sinner's see a Imp fall from a trapeze act, or end up set on fire and hurt, they'll see that they're inherently better because they aren't that frail. And again, historically circuses had a lot of human trafficking, sex, labor or otherwise. Ozzie runs the sex industry, and I wouldn't be surprised if there was overlap there in the start.
Mamm and Levi seem to be on the infrastructure side, building and maintaining the society and rings everyone lives on. We KNOW that Imps and Hellborn are underprivileged and lack resources. Hellhounds are forced into shelters where they're thrown out the second the little social funding they have runs out. Imps are basically constantly struggling, and never seem to have stable lives. I wouldn't be surprised if most of the support and care that the Hellborn need are being used to "fix" the "overpopulation" issue that Lucifer caused.
And Satan. Holy shit is forcing Satan, the original king to Hell, and the creator of the main indigenous peoples of Hell, to be the fucking "Law" absolutely horrifying. The fact that Satan is in such a high position of power(supposedly) and he's here, making an "example" of a Imp to get the bureaucracy off his ass and move on with his life. Well, if the god of Imps says that they're all disgusting rapists who are after the poor, innocent white Goetia then that must be true!!!! HORRIFYING. WHAT THE FUCK.
Lucifer forced the original gods of Hell to debase, and humiliate their peoples for the entertainment of his Sinner's, and then got fucking bored and left the circus to hide away in his castle. No wonder Ozzie is a consent freak and B is so concerned about people self harming.
There's a world, where Hazbin Hotel actually takes RISKS, and tries to do something interesting. But Viv backtracks every time. And also would never allow her villian characters to be...ya know....villainous. But Luci can't do more then be kinda a little abusive to his daughter but only in a sad way, otherwise he's not a gooodddd guyyyyyy nooooooo.
Anyway, I'm very attached to this indigenous Satan au. Fuck Lucifer, give the Imps their fucking land back you colonizing bitch, and let Satan be the king of Pride again. And stop forcing them to fucking celebrate your dad's son by claiming it's actually just about celebrating youuuu and your sinnn. Shut the fuck up you goddamn weirdo.
#idk where exactly the Goetia fit. if they're like the hellborn or if they came with Lucifer. im leaning to luci tho#this also works under the assumption that the rest of the hellborn are a product of lilith as the mother of demons#but thats ehh#normal hellborn might not be like the actual creations of Lilith idk#god i hate sinsmas#i hate so much fantasy cuz it just assumes so much of Christianity and colonialism is just....how it all works?? thats just how culture is?#stop adding Christmas to things i hate you#its like no one can imagine a world where modern Christian capitalism DOESN'T EXIST#why does every fantasy world have a Christmas equivalent#the toymaker luci au I've been rotating with the council fuks so hard y'all dont even know#this has absolutely been added to the show lion!au#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel au#hazbin hotel critical#hazbin hotel lucifer#helluva boss#helluva boss critical#helluva boss satan#racisim#colonialism
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The True Heir
Danyal Al Ghul was the one and only heir to the Demons Head.
Then, he died.
The obvious solution was to put him in the Lazarus Pits and resurrect him. Although there was always a risk of him going mad, the pros far outwayed the cons.
Except the Pit didn't give him back.
Ra's, unwilling to lose his perfect heir, turned to cloning. The result? Many, many failures, and finally, one Damian Al Ghul.
Damian wasn't perfect. Far from it, really. He differed from Danyal in such critical ways, from their mannerisms to their loyalties, but.
Ra's had his heir, and that was enough.
#dp x dc#dp x dc prompt#demon twins#sort of#yknow those aus where danny is a clone of damian?#yeah it's the other way around this time#damian fully believes that he is the heir#he was given danyal's memories#off topic but does danny have pit rage?#dealers choice#personally i like to believe that he does just cuz pit rage is fun#danny does not know that he's been cloned#but he does remember exactly who he was before he died and the fentons found him#also i'm thinking he was around eight or so when he died#so damian isn't really all that old#man that is gonna crush him lol
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Not too proud of this design... I haven't really been proud of the ones I've made so far... Ill figure it out eventually 👍👍
#//eye contact#// body horror#Also dandy isn't *exactly* a lion. He's just meant to kinda resemble one#Get it cuz. Dandelion. Ik he isn't a dandelion but. Let me have this#I rlly like the twisted design i gave astro tho#Baaaastro... That's so cute#dandys world#dandy's world#dandy's world fanart#dw astro#dandys world astro#astro dandys world#art#artists on tumblr#artwork#digital art#my art#digital drawing#digital illustration#fan art
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He def has that outfit.
#sans#sans undertale#sans ut#my art#art#digital art#undertale#doodle#shitpost#someone told me he would wear that and I had to draw it#I feel like this is the litmus test for if you're actually attracted to someone#cuz like this outfit is silly but I look at him and I feel nothing but affection#probably also helps that I draw his body like exactly my type but shhhh
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random Hunter headcanon GO!
AHH OKAY one of my random hcs is that hunter's smile is kinda asymmetrical/lopsided/wider on the left side cuz of his scars, especially after thanks to them. i imagine they'd significantly pull on his skin and could even affect nerves and definitely some range of motion, so-
sorta like this:
#i think it'd be very charming and neat :) but also sad cuz of the Reason for it OOF........ but charming. little dude#the owl house#hunter toh#in general i also feel like his scars are gonna significantly affect him cuz like. they cover a LARGE area. realistically they would#he has lots of experience with scars and injuries and knows how to deal with it all#cuz he rather didn't have access to a healer but needed medical attention a LOT so he defo had to learn how to patch himself up on his own#but also... i can imagine that with all of his responsibilities at the coven properly taking care of scars wasn't exactly his no.1 priority#so i like to think that if he gets a palisman woodcarving mentorship from the clawthornes dell will give him some advice#cuz he has a lot of experience with that himself as well and truly understands what hunter might be going through re: scar-related issues#anyways........ gah#hunter#toh hunter#hunter noceda#my toh talk#my sketches#my art#? kinda#nicole answers#Anonymous
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It ain't nothing but a heart-breaker (War) Friend only to The Undertaker
#cvsd#WOOOP. posting this now till i finished w the story post#I feel like sometimes i shouldnt call my stories ‘stories’ yk cuz literally its all a hellofmessrip#BUT who care honestly being chaotic and leaving shit unresolved is my middle name LAMSO#ALSO HI DANNY#draco almond#danny drew#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 edit#sims 4 edit#also this song is a gem. weird for a kid to listen to it but I did years ago AND I GOT FREAKIN INSPIRED BY IT-#-for the next post tho. its like a metaphor but not exactly a war??? yall will see it
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